I never used to believe in sunsigns..

Yeah, there was a time i used to mock my friends for believing in the planets n their motions, the heavenly n the unexplainable, the supersititious n the strange. And there is this time when i believe in each and every word of sunsigns, of the planetary shifts, of their effects on my life. The transition was triggered by the realization that whatever was written in my sunsign was 100% truth. Thats what i am. Sometime back, when i first read a detailed description of my sunsign "Cancer", i was shocked to read it because what my mind said was "Thats me, They are explaining me". I felt like it was written exclusively for me and felt proud of the fact until later when i was told that the same holds for all people of my sunsign. But, the writing had done its magic till then. I was ensnared by it, it led me in believing each and every stuff related to it.

Later, i started drawing conclusions like the majority(aleast 50%) of my friends were librans or capricorns and that the same must apply to all people of my sunsign. I was discouraged by different responses for some other cancerians, but i still held my belief high. Then, it struck me that the 3 sunsigns - Cancer, Libra and Capricorn are related in some way. There is some unknown thing common in all 3 of them. Yeah, i went in search of that unknown thing, only to realize that its not for me to find out. Its all written in God's language. I can only take relief from the fact that i deduced something meaningful.

Now, these days, whenever the subject of sunsign comes up, a strange sort of smile comes to my face, sometimes even unexplainable to myself, but yeah...it resides there...on my face...in my conscience!!!!

Innocence vs World

I was just giving it a rare thought that why do people have to grow up and loose their innocence? When we are children, nothing bothers us. We possess all the qualities that a "good person" should possess. But, as we grow up, all of these qualities are eroded one by one. And the answer that we get is, ITS WORLD!!! U GOTTA MOVE WITH IT!!!

I ask everyone why do we need to loose our innocence. Agreed, that innocence brings along with it some immaturity, but isn't that taken care of by the age? Whenever i watch a Tom and Jerry Cartoon, thats when i am innocent and i want to hold on that moment, 'cuz deep inside my heart i fear that this moment's gonna pass and then i have to wear the mask again. The mask of worldliness, the mask that may slowly be killing my innocence but which currently helps me flow with the river. I dare ask sometimes "Do i have to do it" and i can't trust my own self when the answer that comes is "Do u have an option?"

Mind sometimes leads me to a "fairy tail" world where i am so pure n untouched, but at the end i am knocked to my senses and i fear to admit that i have to return back. I fight my days thinking may be a day will come when i won't have to wear that mask...I wish such a day comes...

PS : I know i have gone against the very idea of the blog i.e. happiness, but couldn't stop my feelings. :)

Hey! I too am a blogger now....

Well, i would like to dedicate this first post to the person who led me into the blogging business, a guy who has recently become a dear friend : Theyaga Rajan. The purpose of this blog, as the name suggests, is to quote the 3 Ls - Love, Life n Laughter. Any 2 would be incomplete without the 3rd. So, spread laughter and make ur life lovable!!!!