change is inevitable...
Its been a long time that i wrote a post. Not that I did not have anything to write, but i was not finding time and resources to collect my thoughts. It was only when i was feeling suffocated yesterday that i realized its time to blog :) It always happens that ways, with me.
Its the beginning of a new life, here at iit. But going back, when i was leaving calcutta, i wasn't confident at all if i would be able to handle this change. One day before leaving, while packing my things i called up lalit and asked him if i was doing the right thing. Of late, i have lacked confidence in my decisions, or should i say i always preferred to confirm things with lalit, as i always trust his instincts. So, there I was, scared and nervous, but only for a while because lalit assured me that I would do well and that there was nothing to worry. Then, I decided i wouldn't think much about the parting thing, because that would make things really bad. But, as always, i had to surrender to my thought process which made me think about all the good times spent with him for the past 5 years. I knew it would be more difficult for him, because i had felt the same way when he had gone for 3 months, for his onsite assignment, staring at the bed along side, empty and strange.
With some courage, i wished him good bye and left the city of joy, not still fully aware of this very big change in my life. The next few days kept me busy at home, and now i am finally here, at iit, to start a new life. But, as i progress, there is always confusion in my mind regarding the decisions i am taking. I know its too early to think about all that, and that its very normal too, just that it takes time to settle down. I am happy i made a few good friends here. The good part is that the campus is awesome, lush green, full of activity all the time. And the bad thing is, I am not getting much time to access internet, which had for long been my second life. But, I guess thats ok.
Life moves on, and I would move along with it, more happy, more content, ready to fight and take it face on :)
Its the beginning of a new life, here at iit. But going back, when i was leaving calcutta, i wasn't confident at all if i would be able to handle this change. One day before leaving, while packing my things i called up lalit and asked him if i was doing the right thing. Of late, i have lacked confidence in my decisions, or should i say i always preferred to confirm things with lalit, as i always trust his instincts. So, there I was, scared and nervous, but only for a while because lalit assured me that I would do well and that there was nothing to worry. Then, I decided i wouldn't think much about the parting thing, because that would make things really bad. But, as always, i had to surrender to my thought process which made me think about all the good times spent with him for the past 5 years. I knew it would be more difficult for him, because i had felt the same way when he had gone for 3 months, for his onsite assignment, staring at the bed along side, empty and strange.
With some courage, i wished him good bye and left the city of joy, not still fully aware of this very big change in my life. The next few days kept me busy at home, and now i am finally here, at iit, to start a new life. But, as i progress, there is always confusion in my mind regarding the decisions i am taking. I know its too early to think about all that, and that its very normal too, just that it takes time to settle down. I am happy i made a few good friends here. The good part is that the campus is awesome, lush green, full of activity all the time. And the bad thing is, I am not getting much time to access internet, which had for long been my second life. But, I guess thats ok.
Life moves on, and I would move along with it, more happy, more content, ready to fight and take it face on :)
posted by Rohit Mahajan at
10:51 PM
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