My Mind...

Sometimes, we don't know what our mind is upto. These days, i am confused as to why my mind is behaving weirdly. From the moment that i have come to Kolkata, its searching for something, but strangely won't even confide into me. Well, i observe that i am always looking for something, but feel defeated when i don't come to know what it is. Today morning, i felt a sudden desire to blog and since then i am hoping that this is what my mind was looking for.

There is something strange in this world. I feel as if some unknown power has some influence over me. Not that i would like to name that power, but i strongly feel that the power controls some elements of our lives. They say that Happiness and Gloom are phases of life, but i doubt that. I think that distress accompanies happiness, because there is nothing like absolute contentness. When we achieve something, there is already something else that we want to achieve. Add to it, confusion and chaos of life. The perfect mixture is ready to stress you till you drop ur senses and scream "What the Heck?"

Well, My friend told me yesterday that i no longer have that fire towards my passions. On complete introspection, i realized that he was right. Not that i had done that purposefully, but this is what has happened. May be, some situational factors lead to such a conclusion, but then, thats what it is. And that is all the more reason I am blogging. To bring myself to life, to divert my mind from issues which confuse me even more, to bring a smile on my face which comes after i write something.

I know that might have been a strange account, but if you guys felt something similar anytime in your life, do pour in ur comments. :)