Life and its questions...

what is it that i want? What is it that i actually want to be like? What is the motivating factor in my life? What should be reason enough to strive for excellence? What is the ultimate destination? Where is the path? How do i make sure that i am traversing the correct path? Will the path ultimately lead to success? What is success for me? What???

As i connect my headphones to the computer and play the song "Awaaran banjarapan" from the movie Jism, i am into that world of why's again, thinking from the heart, yet again. Sometimes, i feel like punishing everyone for having hurt me. I feel it right now. A sudden thought went past me as i was staring at the evening sky "what is there in it for me?", "why am i here?", "is it really what i want?" and the heart starts to beat faster...

Well, i attended my first GD/PI and i observed how much lie does one has to come up with! So many mugged up answers to the closest questions to one's life. Does anyone think about them in self-introspection?

I was reading about the transcendence that one aims to achieve in his life, but wondered if it was infact possible to come over the material obsessions...well...

The interviewer asked me "What is that u want to achieve in life?". I was thinking for a while to answer that. This is reality, are we so busy in our lives that we dont have time to think about ourselves, what we want, what is it that would make us most happy...well....