Assumption

I was once told that when we assume, we actually make an ass of u and me. Last week, i found out that its true. Assumption is a premise on which we seldom draw our conclusions. And, needless to say, one is left agape when the truth comes out.

A similar thing happened with me. I have this weird habbit of formulating a notion starting with an assumption, which at that particular time, seems obvious to me. There is a strange kind of fear that surrounds me when i start thinking about implication of something that i had not expected to happen. Normally, anyone would stop thinking about it and if need arises, deal with the repercussions as and when they happen. But, my mind can not let go anything without an analysis. So, it happens that i tend to think on it and start assuming all the negative impacts that it might have, to a point that they start appearing but natural to me and i start believing that they would be true. And in the end, when the moment of discocvery comes, i am left shocked when the eventuality is much more positive than i had thought it to be. Sometimes, i think its good because i am already prepared for the worst of all. But, at other times, i blame myself for all the pseudo analysis, and the attached tension. Well, as i see, i am a man of thinking. And i would die, when i stop doing that. And when somethings go against my expectations, my thought process concocts this chain of events, about which i am not happy, but feel relaxed on discovering that they were not true. :)